Hitmaker Billie Eilish isn’t looking for a romantic relationship any time soon. In a GQ interview, the 18-year-old star revealed that she never felt powerful while being in a relationship.
“I’ve had my heart broken, sure. People have done some terrible s**t to me. The crazy s**t I have gone through. I have never felt powerful in a relationship,” the music star confessed, adding: “I did once and, guess what, I took advantage of that person’s kindness. I wasn’t used to it.”
When it comes to finding a boyfriend, Billie said she doesn’t see it for herself. “I know I will find someone eventually, but at the moment, I can’t visualize it. I feel like I am a totally different person when I am with someone else. People just don’t do it for me”.
“It’s been months, and I am not attracted to people any more. I don’t know what’s going on… It’s actually kind of dope”, she admitted.
“Bad guy” singer also addressed how her past relationships had an impact on her confidence. “Here’s a bomb for you: I have never felt desired. My past boyfriends never made me feel desired. None of them. And it’s a big thing in my life that I feel I have never been physically desired by somebody”, she revealed.
Eilish continued: “So I dress the way I dress as I don’t like to think of you guys – I mean anyone, everyone – judging it, or the size of it. But that doesn’t mean that I won’t wake up one day and decide to wear a tank top, which I have done before.”
Billie Eilish will be on the cover of the July/August issue of GQ.